First Mothers Day

My first second mothers day. 2012

Last year, the friday before mothers day I got 3 positive pregnancy tests! This year Emerson turned 4 months old, today! I got up, Hunter (and Em) gave me candy and a chocolate heart cake (yummy!) We went to church, I got to stand up with all the mommies! The childrens church gave all the moms chocoloate. It was sweet, I was an emotional wreck all day. Tearing because I am a mom, because Emerson's now 4 months old, because I have the best daughter. I've been crying a ton! So we leave church and got eat at Genghis, me, hunter, and em. It's funny that before your a mom you don't notice this holliday much, but today it was so important. I have a daughter. I AM a mom and it's just sweet. I look at Emerson and realize how much I brag on her. She can laugh, smile, roll over, jump, dance (well, pelvic thrust), she burps louder than anyone I've heard. I'm so proud, I tell her she's a genious, which she is, at least in my eyes. She knows songs and loves music, we read and she touches pictures. She's mine and she's so smart. I think that's why I'm loving mother's day this year, because I am a mother, I'm hers and I'm the only mom she'll ever have. And i'm so lucky. I can't put it into words but my first mothers day was surreal. It was amazing, because Emerson is mine and she has me. I'm blessed.