Sunday, May 13, 2012

First Mothers Day

My first second mothers day. 2012
Last year, the friday before mothers day I got 3 positive pregnancy tests! This year Emerson turned 4 months old, today! I got up, Hunter (and Em) gave me candy and a chocolate heart cake (yummy!) We went to church, I got to stand up with all the mommies! The childrens church gave all the moms chocoloate. It was sweet, I was an emotional wreck all day. Tearing because I am a mom, because Emerson's now 4 months old, because I have the best daughter. I've been crying a ton! So we leave church and got eat at Genghis, me, hunter, and em. It's funny that before your a mom you don't notice this holliday much, but today it was so important. I have a daughter. I AM a mom and it's just sweet. I look at Emerson and realize how much I brag on her. She can laugh, smile, roll over, jump, dance (well, pelvic thrust), she burps louder than anyone I've heard. I'm so proud, I tell her she's a genious, which she is, at least in my eyes. She knows songs and loves music, we read and she touches pictures. She's mine and she's so smart. I think that's why I'm loving mother's day this year, because I am a mother, I'm hers and I'm the only mom she'll ever have. And i'm so lucky. I can't put it into words but my first mothers day was surreal. It was amazing, because Emerson is mine and she has me. I'm blessed.

3 comments:

  1. Hi, I just stumbled on your blog, and I think we are friends on facebook lol. Little Emerson is adorable :) It really does feel great to be a mother doesn't it??
    I had my first baby at 17, and I just read back through all you blog posts... it crazy how similar they were to things that happened to me.
    Looking forward to reading some more of you posts!

    -Christina

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    1. Thank you! And yes, it's definitely amazing! :) I think we are, I went to Ringgold. lol

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